xNatexCarrx (shattertheair) wrote,
xNatexCarrx
shattertheair

Last update 120 weeks ago

Thats a long time, right? Sounds a lot longer when you put it that way I guess. Its been almost three years since my last journal entry. Kind of makes me wonder why I ever quit posting here. Just busy I guess. Last I remember I got back from posi numbers and I had a girlfriend. So instead of people reading what I thought I actually had someone to talk to about it. Makes sense I guess. Not sure if thats the real reason though. Does anyone still read this even? I guess we'll see, right? But enough about that, heres the rundown on what I've been doing the last three years...

Dating Rachel
Sitting in my basement
Working.

Damn.

Well. A change of subject is in order. As of late I've been trying to figure this whole "life" thing out. Remember now, last time I made an entry I was 17. I'm 20 now. Believe it or not the amount of maturing that goes on between those ages is monumental. Any way, I tried the whole higher education thing out a while back. Just wasn't for me. Never has been and probably never will be. As it is I've been doing a whole lot of nothing. Working mostly. Got tired of not seeing any good bands so I decided I'd take it upon myself to book some tours. So far so good. Haven't actually had a show yet, but hey, they're coming. Ummmm, what else. Rachel's about to finish her sophomore year at Ball Sate. Kudos to her. Doin' her thing. I am actually scrambling to play catch up. The way I see it, her time at college is like a time limit for me to figure my shit out. Even though she'll deny it, its how I feel. But if you hadn't heard the master plan now is to move to Arizona (aka the promised land) and apprentice to become a tattoo artist under long time hustler and homie T-Bone Goeke. He's been bugging me to do this for a long time now. I love tattoos and art, and its pretty much the only way Rachel will ever let me get my hands and throat tattooed... so fuck it, why not? Has to be better than what I've got going on now, right? If I think about it though, it feels like it'll be kind of hard to leave this place. Maybe just because its home? I don't have in real friends in the immediate area, so I don't know where the feeling of attachment is coming from. Meh. Lets see who reads this and we'll go from there...



o wow, new features.
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thanks for updating your journal, my boy. as you know too much of my time is occupied updating and reading my friends list. not that many people update anymore which makes lj a very sad world. but it's wonderful to read your words, sometimes i don't know what's going on in that head of yours.

and you're right, i'm going to say what you wrote is not true. just because i should be finished with college in a few years does not mean you have to be set in a career by then. i know you want to be able to provide a good future for us. you will. even if we have to live out of a car our lives will be perfect. cheesy? yes.

i'm still unsure about tattoos on your neck and hands :D but arizona seems to be the only place to make you happy right now. tony and elliot are the best boys to you. and in a few years when we're married and have a little baby brewing, the three of you can paint the baby's room! (like yoji did for his daughter sydney in the episode of miami ink)

anyway, we can use our built in cameras on our macs and faux kiss :D
You aren't fucking going anywhere.



Fired Up is just about as bad as trash talk.
You're so pissed.
I'm moshing.
to Bury Your Dead.
It's good to see an update from you, Nate. I haven't posted in here in a while, but I still check every few days for updates, and the only two I ever see are Megan and Rachel, haha. Good luck with whatever you decide to do, man, I'm sure you'll be successful no matter what you decide.

-Jonathan Brookbank